20 Jan 2025 - emailed back to the endocrinologist

The message I got over the weekend was from a kind of centralised clinic email, which then gave direct emails to three possible doctors.

I’ve sent essentially the same email as previously to the one recommended by my gender clinic and shall wait and see when I get a response.

There is no doubt in my mind when I do this, my only hesitation before sending was whether my email was good enough, but it is only an introduction so not that important.

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Just had an auto reply saying they aim to respond in ten working days. It’s a good thing that transition isn’t an urgent medical condition!

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