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2 Sep 2024 - mistaken for a woman!

I got misgendered!

Whilst walking home from the supermarket, dressed fully male and making no effort at all to appear female. 

I have not started transitioning in any way, except for growing my hair out.  Although that seems to have been enough. 

Coming towards me were a grandmother and her little granddaughter.  The little girl was trying to walk a chihuahua on lead and wasn’t looking where she was going. The woman said to her “be careful and don’t get in the way of that lady…sorry gentleman”. 

She was embarrassed by the mistake. 

I was delighted!

It does go to show how little it takes to pass to a stranger in the street. Long hair is all that is needed, she saw that and read me as woman before registering any of my other features.  

This is hopeful. Passing is one of my fears should I ever socially transition, and if I can pass at a distance already then I may have a chance if I can add other female cues to my appearance. 

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