So why am I going to sleep wearing my bra? Actually, it’s not so much about the going to sleep wearing it, it is more about the waking up. Which is why I choose a padded bra for overnight. Dreams come true? It is my greatest dream to be a girl. Imagine if I could go to bed as a man, make a wish, and wake up as a woman. Just thinking about that makes me smile. So what does that have to do with sleeping in a padded bra? It’s that moment when you are just waking up and are not fully awake. Just for a moment, it is like my dream has come true. I’m aware of the shape, maybe my arm brushes the padded cups when I turn over and it’s as if I have woken up with breasts. Open my eyes and look down and there they are. Except then I wake up properly and they aren’t. The cups are empty and because they’re very padded with a gel filling, there’s no sense of touch through them either and I very quickly remember I’m not an actual girl and it was just a dream. On the ...
I’m just a boy who dreams of being a girl. These are my musings about that journey as I try to work out exactly what that means.