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Bouncing back quickly

Hi there! If you read my post from earlier in the week you’ll know that I felt that I needed to come out to my wife and start to transition but didn’t manage to find the courage and then began a familiar cycle of feeling crushed and hopeless, followed by denial and unaccepting my feelings about my gender and trying to get on with life as a male.  If you didn’t read my post, well basically that happened.  What is good is that I am familiar with my own patterns of feelings and behaviour now and I recognise them for what they are, merely brain processes to protect me from taking risks with perceived danger. And I also know that I’ll be back, the feelings are temporary and sooner or later I’ll start feeling that I need to be a girl. So I settled in for my next few weeks of denial and being a man and ignoring any of that ‘trans nonsense’.  Except this time, it hasn’t taken weeks. It’s been a few days and my feelings are back and strong already. Not only that, I’m starting to s...